” I’m telling myself, I’ll be okay, even on my weakest day, i get a little bit stronger, i get a little bit stronger.” (Leighton Meester)
Babe: Yay now that i have a job i can get a car and take you out, treat you stuff, instead of you always giving me things.
i: No, babe you don’t have to do any of that for me. I love you and i’m so proud for you.
Babe: I’m proud of myself too, I LOVE YOU
I: I love you too hunny(:
* This baby is so excited about everything. He wants to take me out with his money and get me gifts with his own money(: Baby, even if you can’t do those things for me, I’d still love you no matter what(:
So my brother’s birthday just past and it was so crazy. First of all, it was such a bad night. My girls had to go to one of their guy friend’s pad’s first so they didn’t show up til later. My babe got to my place and while we were about to go pump gas for his sister’s car she called and told us to go pick up her up all the way at home. While he and i was on the freeway the car was out of gas and the car died in the middle of the freeway. I was so scared i almost broke into tears but i didn’t. I’m afraid we might get pulled up b/c babe don’t have his license. Yet, we had to walk about 2 miles on the free way to his house. Babe was getting cramps, really bad ones, and he was sweating and paled. Still we both manage to get to his place. He held my hand tightly and i had his arms around my neck just to make sure he can walk. Luckily, we got to his place safely. We picked up his sister, got gas for her car and came back to my house for my brother’s birthday and right when we got there, my little cousins were smoking, my guy cousins were going crazy and arguing. Everyone was evacuating to the front yard and making everything such a big scene. I remember seeing the look on my brother’s face, he was sad angry b/c stupid drunkass beezy were fucking up his night. I grab my brother’s arm and told him to calm down b/c he was cursing babe also try talking to him too.Yet the party ended b/c the cops came. Right when the cops drove into our neighbor, babe grab my hand right away while i didn’t realize anything and we ran to my yard and went inside my house. Thank goodness, the cops just gave my 3rd older brother a warning about that all minors need to leave home. Everyone left except a few close cousin. Babe and I left to Julie’s place (2 houses down) to wait for his sister kathy to pick him up. We were drinking with my neighbor and supposedly i was to be there for houa’s 21 brithday but she knocked out already. It was alright there, we had a good time, yet they were picking on me because i was the youngest one there. Its great to drink with my NOUie again since its been so long. Kathy, her bf, Babe, And i finally left. We went to eat Denny’s and came to babes place. It was like 3:30 when we go to babe’s place. He wanted me to spend the night with him cause these past nights he’s been getting scared ghostly feelings and i did. Later in the morning we ate and just spend the day together til 10:00 and babe brought me home. Yet i had such a weird and bad weekend. UGH):